FULLMOON IN GEMINI 3.12.2017
WELL, WHO KNOWS…
BUT FOR SURE YOU GET CHALLENGED ONCE MORE
SUPERFULLMOON IN GEMINI
NOTHING FAST, NOTHING ON THE SURFACE
WE WANT REAL, WE WANT SLOW, WE WANT QUALITY AND REALITY.
This is a personal note for this full moon coming up tomorrow on the chilly Sunday.
Because I want to be real with you, so real that I can’t hold it back writing you that I am happy you exist.
Readers and Non-Readers out there, I know you hear me out.
I am writing you, every month.
If you read it or not, I write you anyways.
Because it makes me happy.
Don’t they all say, do more of what makes you happy?
Well, here we go.
The Fullmoon has a special light for me, it discovers all my hidden shades every single month oh so well.
Do I love that?
A LOT OF SHIT GOT TO YOU AND YOU CHANGED BECAUSE OF IT
The December 3rd full moon is a supermoon with Mercury stationing retrograde the same day.
The theme of this moon is unearthing the truth – shining a light on what needs to be seen.
ALL YOU NEED TO SEE, ALL YOU NEED TO FEEL, ALL YOU NEED TO BE, FOR HERE AND THE NOW AND TO MAKE YOU BETTER AND BETTER FOR 2018.
Writing this, reflecting on how I am now a mom since exactly 4 Full moons and how I get to already have my moonblood back on track. (Told you it is a personal one)
Writing this and stuffing myself with good gluten-free lentil chips. Vegan goes without saying.
Too perfect to let the taste be on my fingers. I type it all into this wonderful text to show my naked self.
Realising one thing over and over again for the past year:
NOTHING OUTSIDE OF YOU CAN EVER GIVE YOU YOUR TRUE VALUE AND THE ACCEPTANCE YOU FEEL TO SEEK.
YOU WILL ALWAYS, AND THAT IS CERTAIN IF SUPER OR NORMAL FULL MOON, FEEL EMPTY IN THE SEARCH OF BELONGING TO SOMETHING, TO SOMEONE, TO A JOB, TO A PERSON, TO A GROUP ETC, UNTIL YOU TURN WITHIN.
LET THIS MASK OR EVEN ALL THE MASKS YOU CREATE FALL AWAY AND ACCEPT YOURSELF FOR WHO YOU TRULY ARE.
THERE IS NO OTHER REMEDY AND HEALING RECIPE THAN SELF LOVE.
Ok, again…self-love. We heard it many times, but it is not just about you lighting some candles, or getting that fancy massage you dream of.
Self-love for me is also about stuffing my face with chips now and feel good about it, it is about writing this text so honestly with no single doubt if you accept it or not. It is about me, about you, about taking TIME just for yourself. It is about ME AND YOU being who you really are, and whatever that might be you should celebrate it every single day.
It is about just simply live, the way you want, no adding yes from any other kind then yourself.
AND I DO NOT MEAN THE EGO KIND, I MEAN THE REAL SUPER REAL ME KIND.
Sitting here and writing you, with no goal of buying you, but just to be real, to be heard but for what? I could just simply also be it with no nodding faces around me applauding yes yes yes.
But then again, we need to share, we need to relate, to make it all more real.
We want to be understood and to make it clear:
FROM NOW ON I WANT MORE THAN UNDERSTANDING:
I WANT SUPERUNDERSTANDING!!
We deserve to be heard, we deserve to be understood. Especially on this super full moon.
Last super one before the new year.
Resoluting into REALITY AND CLARITY:
I DO NOT ENTERTAIN AND INVITE THINGS INTO MY LIFE THAT ARE NOT AUTHENTIC, ANYTHING CONTRIVED AND FAKE VIBRATES AT SUCH LOW FREQUENCY,
REAL HONEST VIBES ONLY PLEASE!!
WHY? BECAUSE I AM SIMPLY GENUINE AND REAL!!
I decide it is time to get the wish for different out of my head in the way of my reaction I give.
Because if we remember: IF YOU WANT YOUR LIFE TO BE DIFFERENT, YOU NEED TO START REACTING DIFFERENTLY TO WHAT LIFE BRINGS YOU ON.
Now it is a time of reality.
As we near the end of the year, we start to question once more:
Goals and Grounding stones you have set and maybe even met?
Does it last for more than just a short little moment….you wish…
honesty? Is it real?
Do I hide? If so why?
My soul….in alignment? …you wish
Everything that you are not supposed to be melts away, like the candle wax, once you light up…the light within, within the real you and me.
Everything is changing, everything is temporary, the way I dress, the way I play my passion, the way I tolerate… LIKE A BUTTERLY:
From caterpillar to ME!!!
Last word for this super full moon that brings shadows up:
EVERY PROBLEM CAN BE SOLVED BY SIMPLY ASKING:
IS THIS ME? IS THIS REALITY? IS THIS REALLY ME?
FLY HIGH BABY, FLY HIGH, AND SHINE BRIGHT…
from the yellow jumper and black tights GENUINE ME, lentil chips are left on all the smallest types….for sure this is my reality when the baby is sleeping and all I have is being me with words and you as my reality.