WOMENCIRCLE N°7 JOYLEEN
I am not the voices in my head
I am not the pieces of the brokenness inside,
I AM LIGHT
I AM LIGHT
I’m not the mistakes that I have made
Or any of the things that caused me pain
I am not the pieces of the dream I left behind,
I AM LIGHT
I am not the color of my eyes
I am not the skin on the outside
I am not my age, I am not my race
My soul inside is all light
I AM LIGHT
I am divinity defined
I am the God on the inside
I am a star, a piece of it all
I AM LIGHT!
The partly Hindu rooted woman appeared with all her beauty in a white lace dress and purely confessed that all she wants to share with us is what she really does, which is: DANCING, PLAYING THE SINGING BOWLS AND FEELING.
Joyleen though started off with another passion of her, the Mayan Calendar, which guides her in her daily life and also set the tone of yesterday that was: THE WHITE RHYTHMIC MIRROR!
TODAY WE ARE MIRRORS GUIDED BY THE MIRROR, she explains and collects all our birthday dates to calculate our collective energy of the specific group we build that night.
From planetary wizard to the galactic dog, star & hand, together with the yellow solar and the rhythmic sun, we created with all of our energies THE BLUE PLANETARY STORM!
A moving energy which is guided by the hand that makes it all about the healing in the circle of the dog symbolizing Love!!
GOOSEBUMP ALARM for all those stormy weather forecasts knowing that they are healing, moving and guiding us to the highest source of SELF LOVE AND SHARED LOVE.
The night initiated by those energetic influences started off with a certain electricity and excitement for what is next to come…
Joyleen calmly congratulating us already on being here to dare, dare of showing up to ourselves and dare to reveil this hidden mirror…
A DARING CIRCLE with a name guided intention made clear to TRUST, letting go of ongoing self-doubt and looking away.
IT IS ABOUT EXPLORING, OBSERVING OUR BELIEF SYSTEM WHICH MAY HAVE STOPPED WORKING OUT FOR YOU?!
WHAT IS IT THAT STILL KEEPS US THINKING WE NEED TO GO THAT PATH, EVEN IF WE SUFFER AND FEEL DISMISSED?!
DARE TO SEE INTO THAT MIRROR!!
It is time to arrive, back to yourself and own that space.
With a self-massage dance, feeling mother earth and the open space, we let the hands guide us to heal ourselves, ground and reconnect.
Ready to show that hidden part in us to our sisters.
Sisters, I see…..
Sister yes I see and let you see!
Sister yes, I dare to see, I love to be seen, I want you to see with me!!
Sister, I see your strength, your success, your value you give yourself, your talent to show up!
Sister I see, yes I see beauty!!!
And so we danced it out with sensuality, with nurturing all of it, with discovering the body as a new foreign space or place.
A simple caressing touch since we do this not enough.
Be you, Do you, Be seen and Do see!
With a beautiful bath of sound, Joyleen let us end the night with coming back to our inner nurturer, our inner voice, our presence of love and to be here in the now!
SITTING BACK IN CIRCLE
KNEES BY KNEES,
ONE HAND GIVING
ONE HAND RECEIVING,
WE ARE HERE IN ONENESS OF THE NIGHT.
WHAT IS IT THAT WE TAKE HOME…?!
HEALING OF THE NOW!
THE HAPPINESS IN LETTING GO OF HOW WE IMAGINE THINGS TO BE,
BUT SEE WHAT THERE IS.
SO MUCH THERE IS,
THERE IS SO MUCH!
WE TEND TO FORGET.
WE LOSE THE TRUST
WE LOOK TO FAR AHEAD AND AWAY.
BUT LET US SEE IT:
THIS WHITE RHYTHMIC MIRROR IN US!!
Thank you Joyleen
you are soft
you are strong …….