FULLMOON IN LEO 11.02.2017
YOU STRONG LION
Each year you catch me AGAIN!
FULLMOON IN LEO
Makes me feel suffocated
Makes me feel as if my soul is trapped…
I KNOW, YOU know what I mean?!
Where to escape?
What to do?
My inner scream is getting louder by you, this Fullmoon.
Is it my voice, to live my dream?
How can you materialize it?
How can you grab it?
If opportunities reveal you might even turn away…because you are scared.
Scared of what? In fear of losing LOVE!
But then the voice comes back:
SCREAMING SO LOUD I CAN NOT EVEN SLEEP.
I KNOW! I HEAR YOU!!
LION, BIG LION, YOU CHALLENGE ME A LOT.
But drastic change is not always the solution.
Waiting and praying for a sign of hope.
I DO NOT LET YOU JUST SCREAM AT ME AND THEN LEAVE ME ALONE…
It feels unfair. But that is life. A challenge to grow. A fear to be healed.
Shall I just surrender to it once more?
Letting life flow and guided by the universe?
I do it and do it again,
but I am so frightened you won’t be still,
you won’t stop screaming
you won’t be satisfied.
All this can give a big empty hole of pain!
While I should be happy, by seeing and observing the general circumstances.
Making the best out of it.
BUT THE SOUL IS NOT FULFILLED.
THERE IS A BIG MYSTERY THAT NEEDS TO BE UNWRAPPED, UNRAVELED AND SO LET US TRY TO LISTEN!
I know, it feels too loud on this big LEO FULLMOON,
wishing to transform you into a calming cat miau.
A soft one,
A clear one,
one to understand.
Like this, it just shocks and overwhelms me deeply.
I know clearly, I will no longer disappoint you.
But the mystery is not clear. Not yet.
ALL I CAN DO IS BREATH IT IN AND EXHALE IT OUT.
FEEL IT AND LET IT GO.
THAT UNCOMFTABLE FEELING.
LET IT COME OUT IN TEARS AND WORDS.
UNTIL THE DAY I KNOW HOW TO SCREAM BACK.
AND TOGETHER WE SING A SONG IN OUR EARS. ONLY OURS.
LOTS OF LOVE
This Friday and in Europe more likely tomorrow we experience the LUNAR ECLIPSE IN LEO.
An eclipse in LEO, when SUN-EARTH-MOON ARE IN EXACTLY THE SAME LINE, it represents a deep opening, a welcome to a new gateway, a perfect starting point.
In September 2016 we had the last eclipse and they both are connected in a way that this February eclipse puts an end to something that was opening and brewing as of last September.
BUT AN END IS ALWAYS THE START OF A NEW!
It might just be more challenging and rough because nobody is very passionate about letting go and saying goodbye to what has been and shall not (re)begin.
Eclipses are like doors for us to pass, a door that brings us to a new unknown room, a space to come in contact with new energies and a possibility to transform.
SHIFT AND CHANGE THE DIRECTION OF YOUR LIFE, AND FLOW IN THE PATH YOUR SOUL NEEDS TO BE IN.
This Leo/Lion Fullmoon is bringing us that END, the entrance ticket for that path of transformation to the NEW when the upcoming NewMoon, at the end of this month, is awaiting us.
LUNAR as the word already says is a lunar time, melancholic and nostalgic, slowly knowing it is time to move on.
It is a deeply transformative time, which can bring sudden changes because it will bring us and even pushes us to a place where we need to be but are afraid to see or have not believed.
THE LEO ECLIPSE IS LIKE A UNIVERSAL HELPING HAND THAT REACHES OUT TO YOU,
WHILE THE LION SCREAMS
YOU GET AN APRUBT WAKE-UP
BUT ALL IT IS TO PUT YOU WHERE YOU NEED TO BE.
EVEN IF YOU MIGHT NOT WANT IT TO BE TRUE,
EVEN IF YOU MIGHT NOT THINK YOU BELONG THERE WHERE YOU FIND YOURSELF
BUT TRUST IN IT,
IT IS EXACTLY WHERE YOU NEED TO BE!
SEE IT AS A MAGICAL POWERFUL FORCE THAT GUIDES YOU
TRUST WHATEVER UNFOLDS FOR YOU
ON THIS LION FULLMOON
KNOWING THE HIGHER PURPOSE IS WRITTEN IN THE STARS AND SOONER OR LATER WE UNRAVEL IT ALL….